Yesterday I noticed my gas gauge was very low on my car I pull into the gas station and I park and as I’m getting out I say out loud to my car I’m going to fill you up so you won’t be hungry. I know that’s a crazy thing to talk to your car I don’t do it very often but for some reason yesterday I did. And as I’m standing there at the pump filling my car with what it needed I’m thinking I wish I could be filled with what I’m needing.
I’m not even sure what it is I think I need. I just know I need something. I’m feeling a little overwhelmed but I always feel that way. You would think I would get used to it by now. I am feeling fine and organized but yet I struggle every day to force myself to put things back where I got them to keep things picked up so it doesn’t snow ball out of control.
Why do we always have these feelings that it’s never enough and that we always need more. Why do we feel like our tanks are empty and need filled.
Do you feel that way unsatisfied and you don’t even know why. When you step out of yourself are you happy or do you find yourself looking for happiness. Maybe you’re happy and you’re struggling to hang onto it. Whatever fuel you need you need, you must find the right gas station to pull into and get yourself filled up.
Remember the old days when you would pull into a gas station and attend it would come to your window and say may I help you and you say yes fill her up please. Not only does this nice gentleman fill up your car for you but he would wash your windows front and back and sometimes even the mirrors on the sides, he would check your oil, show you how full it was, thank you for stopping and wish you a nice day.
You would leave feeling totally accomplished like you had done some great thing when in fact all you did was pull in and tell someone else what to do. Maybe that’s what you need to do. Be a boss, be a leader, be someone that assigns projects to others – maybe that’s what would fill up your tank. It would give you time to do the things you need to do.
So in closing my friends I hope you find the right fuel for your fire!!!
Tami Loves her tank on FULL!!!!!!